Hosanna.

This is probably really dumb of me to type out, but I really have been feeling the need to yell and gripe about all of this.

I feel like my eyes have opened up and I have just noticed the incredible amount of complaining, the lack of humility, and the immense level of selfishness going around. I definitely am not pointing fingers (well, because I can't.) because I am definitely guilty of all of these. But I read facebook statuses, aim away messages, comments and such and sometimes I feel an amount of anger againist what is being typed. Not because of the content, but mainly the intention behind the content.

Don't you just love those people who are easy to dish out dirt, gossip, and insults, BUT can't take it when it gets returned to them? I mean, yeah, I am one of those people. Or those people who have absolutely no direction in life? I'd say that I am guilty of that too. I don't understand how people can not feel convicted on stuff that I feel so convicted about. What is honoring, what is good.

It was just brought to my attention how selfish people are. If I threaten their perfect circle of friends or if I threaten their comfort zone, thats where you see who your friends are. Who actually cares about you. WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A DAMN IF THE CIRCLE WAS ACTUALLY SERVING SOME GOOD. I'm not threatening anything for my own personal pleasure or my agenda, but because what is right and what needs to be done.

Maybe I'm just a moron. Maybe I am just a cynical, selfish, bitter person. bleh.