muahaha

haha, I just now realize that after reading that last post, I don't make any sense at all. It was probably because of the time of day. oh well.

I am still at a loss in thinking about what I should do. I just a phone conversation that lasted almost 5 hours. Some of it was encouraging, but on the other hand, some of it wasn't. I've never seen her hurt like this before.

I am leaning towards leaving for the summer (I know what region I am going to!) and then coming back and THEN figure out what I want to do. Pretty sure that letting her go through the summer without having to think about anything will do her some good. Right now, she sounds kind of loco.

I leave in a month for almost 3 months. HOLY CRAP.