I think that it is safe to say that I was a test from God. I think that I was a test to see if she would go where the wind blows. I had an interesting talk with my homie today, about how God's Will is divine. But at times where we say that, it's hard for me to admit that He has sovereignty over my life. I guess that's cool that God can use me like that. Supposedly, if I wait for an unstated amount of time, then that will impress and I will eventually get what I want. Patience is so damaging though.
If I could say a few things to you, then this would be it.
You made me so happy. You made me so happy to be alive. You brought a flavor to my life that I hadn't tasted before. But at the same time, you frustrate me. You lead me on. I held out my heart for as long as I possibly could without falling. You made the notion that you were going to take it, you were hesitate about it the whole entire time, then you realized that you had so many other choices. I tried so hard and apparently, I got so far, but when it comes down to the bitter end, you ended it. You were scared. Please, make up your mind so that anyone else doesn't have to go through with it again. You're doing nothing but building people up then watching them burn. You're playing a dangerous game, especially at the age that you are at. Grow up, stop being naive. I don't know how to say this all to you in a nicer way, but if I could, then I wouldn't. Bluntness is something that can break through.
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